The Beauty within mii-

I'm so so so SAD...

The reason being..

My boyfriend is going abroad to finish his studies in University of Monash, Australia.
And we only left with only 3 months together and he will leave in October this year..
He will be abroad for nearly 3 years
And there will be a time difference of 3 hours ahead
But he will come back once a year..

I wanna tell him not to leave me..
But i can't do this..
i've been forcing these words down my throat hard for many times even we chat on the phone..
i know.. i know.. deeply in my heart i know..
these will only obstruct his bright future..
i'm willing to let him go..
i'm willing to wait for him..

I already knew that our relationship will be tough from the very beginning..
even though i will still get very up sad..

That day he finally break the news to me in his room.. i don't wanna cry
But don't know why my tears run out of my eyes uncontrollable..
As i brusted out in tears he hold me in his arms firmly..

That day, He told me to come to his house after my work and said he has smth to tell me
when i ask he don't wanna say.. But deep in my heart i already know what it was..

I'm so worried that very day..
my tears will roll down uncontrollable from my eyes in the airport with his family members all around..
How i wish i'll be travelling with him..

Sounds very drama right?
But no doubt it's all true..

What we can do is to treasure every single moment together..

Distance is not a problem if we really love each other deeply

We are still able to meet each other on the other side of the web-cam ((=
No matter where we are..

i'm willing to let him go..
i'm willing to wait for him..
i will be strong..
i will cherish..

I can make it through.

(edited)

Absolute_PeaNut*;